don't worry, everything is going to be amazing

monday-friday

crazy week, because my continual lack of time management. i propose this week will be different. i will be different with the way i manage my hours. 

friday

i came home early to get some work done. I attempted to take a small nap and woke up this morning. this is how tired i was. i cannot continue doing this

my local library

i found that local libraries carry so much more informative books than my school library. old old books with amazing images with better analysis. I think the best 23 bucks i've ever spent was inside the gift shop at the library this week. i bought 8 amazing books. I'm slightly flabbergasted that people are donating this stuff.

my product

continuing on with exploration and nervous about the manufacturing. 

today

coffee, listening to npr, cleaning my disastrous work space, considering step class, and working working working. and working

self notes

i find myself brimming with negativity sometimes. i don't want to be that person. i will change.

also,

sometimes, competition at my school is so extreme (in all regards- networking, designing, etc.) i feel continually cautious about this trap. it can really mess you up when you're "goaling" for the win as opposed to what is really important. an incessant mantra of 'just be you' clutters my hours. i was surprised to find that there is an exact correlation to me, as a human being, and the work that i do. (sounds hokey, i know). the secret, it seems, to any success, is to be the best you (the best human being you could be). and everything follows route. sounds easy.