We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and love the wrong people and die

friday. almost 4 am
this has by far been the strangest several weeks. i'm not sure what it is. the change in weather? the new schedule? the new people? the new routines? everything i thought i knew has been tossed out the window and replaced with this feeling of "starting over." i feel hyper-sensitive and hyper-emotional about everything. I feel constantly nervous and anxious and I find myself unable to gauge people and events- like i've lost some kind of empathetic speedometer. not really sure about anything these days. i think this is a good thing.