in silence i grieve, that thy heart could forget

saturday

i've been waking up feeling sad and gloomy. later in the evening, i received notice for a funeral service on wednesday. death is never expected but it comes so quick. insanely quick.  situations like this always put into question how you are choosing to live your life. and the typical age old question of "are you happy?" "are you living without regrets," etc.  normally, i like to shun away from these questions because i think they're complexities dressed in simplicity. (oh- deceiving). but today, with the stockpile of sadness, stress, and death- it is making me re-evaluate everything i do.

also,

sad for my friend. i love her so.